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let me update bout' today when there's picture alright ?
cuz' it will look nicer that way x)

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how to start huh ?
i've lotxz of prob , but no one to talk to. Wish you were here , but the truth is .. you don't even want to be beside me ..
sigh.
family prob ..
dropping grades ..
depression ...
unspeakable truth ..
alot of things hidden under me ..
u think my "all-the-time-happy" is real ? hah.
well , i 've to admit im damn good at acting .
i know lah , you people would say " u sad or depressed , no1 care" , BUT this is my blog , i can write wutever i want .
when i 'm sad , wish you would be the first 1 to ask me ... " u alright ? need a hug ?" or some sort lah .
okay . watever , i shall cut the "you" away or else i would be more depressed :/

anyway ,
lolxz. suprisingly , i have no idea what to write after cutting away the "you"..

when you'r sad & you show your emotions = okay lah . can release sadness mah
when you'r sad but force to fake smile = go back home , hide inside yr room , and start crying (oh well , that's what i do)

sighhh..

LOLxz. i have this really weird thingy ..
i easily forgot when i emo/sad ... as in forgot bout the emo/sad x)
you see , i hyper back again XDXD
Hahahaxz ;D