after the "oh-so-full-dinner"
i went down to walk for awhile .. you know , release stress .
you said i 'm forcing you to say things you dont want to . oh , just a friendly reminder , I DIDNT .
i didnt , alright ?
and now every fucking person thinks "oh, carm is such a biatch" , "she sucks" , " go to hell" , " i wish she doesn't exist" etc etc
& i'm gonna say watthefuck did i do wrong ?
all i did is just granted a wish of a friend of mine ... & ta-daa , i've turned to the baddass human .
you guys very happy huh ? oh well , i bet you are .
is it against the law ? i dont think so .
i wasted soooooooo much time on it.
writing so many meaningful words .. it's all truly wat i wanna say , u know ?
all i wish is you to be happy ...... & now u'r blaming it on me .
WOW , SO "AWESOME"
i 've said so many times of "sorry" ... so much til i could sing sorry sorry by suju ..
you replied with a " it's alright " but i know what's hidden in your heart is .. "u think im gonna forgive you just like this after lying to me ?"
sighh .........
tears are dripping down ......
noOne ever bother what's hidden under my fucking fake smile .
all you guys do is blaming me after what i did.
oh well , blame all you want .
blame
BLAME
BLAME !
sorry for so much "f"
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